Good morning universe... 


a bite of strawberry mask cake is joyfullness ..

Oh my last meeting with Anastasia Debby! we met on Sunday morning, and this is the first time we meet after being friend on facebook and twitter hihi she's cute

well, sleepy face you know ... :D

have a good day! may God make it a wonderful Tuesday 

Well, I'm quite long know these guys. They asked me and Meta to come and join on their video making. They known as Formidable. Honestly, guys I dont really know what's your music genre hehe :p but you guys are nice boys I think. Though that I dont know what's your scream's mean but, good luck for your band, guys! I'm wait for your video!! :D and here's some snapshoot I took while on studio

oh well, this's Rizky's tattooes. you know what? that's just a temporary. the purpose is just looked cool on video :p hehe 

I'm sorry for not using photobucket. I think it runs quite lame nowadays hihi 
peacefull! :D

FIRST : it's fun for knowing the answers from my friends who I asked to join with my homework that I posted a couple days ago! hihi

SECOND : I stop making You're On Your Mug for a while. I'm tired. manage money, deadline, times that all make me a little crazy. my last year at school, an internship tsahhhhh... I'll be back soon :) thank you

THIRD : hard for me to wake up early lately. anybody know? and I collect some wonderful link from blogwalking. I can't stop do it! blogwalking is FUN!!

FOURTH : my sister did a silly activity! hehe she baked a cake for an hour and let it burned just like a rock XD

FIFTH : Finally watched Arisan! 2 hahah and just like I tweeted, Rio Dewanto is totally break my heart!!

image above from here 
SIXTH : my random photos below


It's me again and I come to post a tutorial photoshop about fading bokeh that asked by my friend. it maybe a simple way to edit your photo. and once again if someone jump to this post and find out that this tutorial is wrong, I say sorry. I beg. I just wanna share the way how I edited my whole photos, by exploring photoshop. here we go.

If you wanna make your photos looked like this :


please, follow me :)

1. Open the picture/photos that you want to edited


2. Then, make it look bright by choose Layer > New Adjustment Layer > Curve. Then, adjust it till look bright. Brighter or not is up to you. 


3. After that, you can give a little touch of color as effect. by clicking Layer > New Fill Layer > Solid Color and pick a pale color. like pale yellow, pale pink, or what ever. Choose Soft Light, then adjust the opacity and Fill at the right bottom tools. Can you see that?



4. Then, choose Layer > New Adjustment Layer > Selective Color. choose Black in color options and adjust the Black color bellow. Repeat it for White color and adjust the yellow adjustment. (Look at the picture!)



5. Save the your picture in the JPEG format. then open again, followed by your bokeh picture collection. in the bokeh picture, block the entire picture using Rectangular Marquee Tools then drag in on your picture, hold ctrl and while drag the bokeh picture into your picture. 


6. Hold ctrl+t to make the bokeh bigger like this by adjuts the dot corner. can you see that? after that please Enter 


7. Choose Layer > Layer Style > Blending Options and adjust the opacity. The fading is just up to you again :)


8. Save the picture in JPEG format and voila! your fading bokeh picture is done.


additional effect is okay! :)
Have a blast day! I think it's not weekend yet *sigh everytime*

Hihi hi guys! I should post it on Friday night but I was little crazy about my internship report *sigh sigh sigh* then when I'm gonna post it last night, the connection of internet was crazier than my internship report * a ton of sigh* :p
so here we go! got a comment from my visitor Arev and he shared the link of his post about it (he often visited my blog, by the way and leave a comment hehe thank you Arev!) I'm so glad to join this 'homework' here's the rules :

Well, first I have to ... *oh by the way is it okay if I use english to join this 'homework'? never mind right? okay!* I have to tell about my self in 11!

1. I'm coward! I hate horror movie, horror story and so on! :p
2. I love the simple thing.
3. I'm the big fan of Instan Noodle!
4. I'm a grumpy.
5. I'm maudlin. it's easy for me to cry even when I see a cat which is just look so sad. I could cry
6. I love having friends! by virtual or meet in person
8. I love singing, even my voice sounds like thunderbolt :p
9. I'm daydreamer and love cooking
10. I love photography too
11. Untidy person and boyish!
*I think, 11 is not enough to tell about my self :p 

Second, I have to answer 11 Arev's questions. 

1. What's your favourite city?

2. What's difference between soccer and football?
Why don't you eat the dictionary and find it out by yourself :p

3. What's your profession?
I'm a student. 

4. What's the strangest food that you've ever ate?

5. Who's your national team player idol?
I choose from Basketball, Ronny Gunawan, and Kelly Purwanto.

6. What's the relations between elephant and ants?
They are Animal family!! 

7. What's the provincial capital of Central Java?

8. What's the typical food of Makassar?
Coto Makassar. Es Pisang Ijo (uhh I love es pisang ijo)

9. 1+25,6=?
26,6. Are you run out of qustions, Arev?

10. How long have you been blogging?
Umm, about two years, since 2009 :)

11. Why the earth is round?
That's destiny 

Third, I have to share this homework to 11 my blog fellas! 
1. Meta at Meta Bercerita
2. Dana at Hello Behel
3. Tery at My Valerien
4. Ghea at Ghelifestory
5. Irma at In It To Know It
6. Diah at Sweet & Salty
7. Arum at Little Kodok
8. Ida at Dream Big!
9. Lucy at Anak Minang Merantau she got double!
10. Zulfa at Smile and Smile :)
11. Mbak Yuni at piece of my daily

Fourth, I have to make 11 questions for my blog fellas that I shared! easy! :D
1. Do you think you cool? why?
2. What's your goal in life?
3. Tell me about your future husband/wife!
4. What's is your blog's name? why you choose that?
5. Do you hate me? :p
6. Who's your role model?
7. What are you doing lately?
8. Do you like sky? why?
9. Can you cook something to eat? except instan noodle? :p
10. Can you imagine, the world without war? tell me about your imaginations!
11. Do you like blooging? why?

Heheh DONE! I'm happy to join :D

PS: Guys! I'm in process to collabs with my cousin @djaliknzl the college student of FSRD ITB heheh just wait and see. oh and I'm going to post about my tutorial photoshop "how to make fading bokeh" it's easy! :) 

I've been 18 years old given alive from God. I'm getting to know everything. about people around me and how to hadling them, how to respond a and solve some problem, even I learned how to be a good person more and more again. may I asked to you, who want to have a lot of friends? or who's hate making a friends? I'm a type of person who hard to familiar with the new one (but it doesn't mean that I'm picky friends). When I've felt in a friendly match, then as much as possible I'll try to make him/her not dissapointed of having friend like me. I wanna be the one of most-memorable-friends that she/he has :') 
the problem that I faced is not different when I was on school. it's humane. nobody's perfect. sometimes, I'm very adore a person who can control their emotional and can be pretend from problem or unconvenience feeling well. but they are people, too. The 'thing' that not always able to accommodate the anger. we couldn't imagine if we become he/she who's in angry. we couldn't. all I wanna do is being the truly-best-friend, without hurt 'em. I still try of being like that. trust me :')

And here's some 'baby' that I made for my blogger fellas. Let's get acquainted!


First, let's call her Tery or just Te. come from My Valerien. do visit her blog and find out a friendly photos about her new life as a collage student :D


Second, let's meet Lucy. come from Anak Minang Merantau. jump to her blog if wanna see a colorful blog and miscellaneous gadget for blog!


Last but not least, a beautiful  Dana who come from Hello Behel. explore her blog if you crazy about fashion cz most of the containt of her blog is all about fashion (I think) :p 

Hope you like it guys! I'm sorry if looks weird or something. I'm in learning of surealism and sorry if you guys being my object :p heheh so, have a wonderful Friday readers. I wish today is better that yesterday :')

I'm dying to draw her eyes! her eyes is too gorgeous.. sorry if it look weird :( I'm learning of surealism

Every I turned my computer on to started surf all around the world by internet or just blogging, I always visit her site. yes, Clara Devi on Luce-Dale :) I love to visit her blog! not only because her sweet words on every post, but also her gorgeous photo is always beautiful! I mean vintage tone! I'm dying to try this on photoshop by according her tutorial :D well, I'm not good in photoshop :") beside following her blog, I also followed her twitter, and guess! I have to say she's very kind and friendly. even I made favourite some of her tweets to me :p 
so here, I dedicated that picture (above)! drew by myself when I have no job in the office last week. Hope you like it kak, Clara! :D

Donna Bella Aprisan 

and this! the summer tone tutorial that suggested by Clara Devi on her post! check it out! the result is very.. very... lovable. And I tried it on my bestfriend's photosession. she asked me to edit this photo. Good photo! taken on the outside. you know, I love sunrises for photoshoot! but, oh my.. the resolutions is not so good. she sent it on bbm, so there's a resizing photo during sending :(

Ps: hold on, Dana, Tery, Lucy! I'll draw you as your character on your own lovely blogs!! :D

I'm glad to see my mom and my dad laughing. even just smiling :') no matter how hard their temptation, how hard their trully life, so I was very grateful they still can forget about it all and replace it with a smile in front of me. God, save them and love them, give them ease and happiness :') 

so, yesterday I was jumped around to take some pictures with my brother and soon-sister-in-law :p hehe the weather was very awesome and great, even too much great! so hot! but it gave the best lighting ever :D I Love Sun for Photoshoooootttt 

wihiiiii Japan's Flag! 

I do like this photo so much! (above) how could I edited? 


photo by me and brother, edited by me 

Meta and I need refreshing, need some japanesse food to eat! O-Mayo was the destination. Oh, for you guys who corious with the special snacks from Japan, here's the answer. Omayooishii is still give you 10% discount for every menu that you ordered. how to get that? just simple! tweet on @oishiiomayo on twitter or make a wall on official facebook of Omayo Oishii then show it when you are going to cashier for pay it! :D hurry up! the place is nice'n comfort! 



"YaAllah, Agung anak ku ... " - Abah 

.. Maybe it's true,
maybe we don't know what we have
 until we've lost it.
but, maybe it's also true 
that we don't know what we're missing 
until we find it ..

-via tumblr-

this's the good time to write a post. I'm just mourn. I lost my cousin. my child-hood-friend. my brother. it happended so fast. too much fast. the whole family didn't expected, he just 22 years old. so young. actually, it's hard for me to write this post about him. I've to set up the strength to not cry while writing this post :') he is kind. he is an original youth. Abah said that he is smart, and always got ranked when he was on high school. he also an important person in his boarding school. last night, my mom told me during his funeral procession. may be I looked good and fine.. but when I finished shalat I couldn't hold my tears.. God :') though that I'm not his closest, but my child-hood every Eid I was always played with him and my another siblings. memories about him are always there, even a little but impressive. 

So here is it! after the struggling on coloring hehe I think I'm not good in coloring or pattern-ing but I'll always learn.. from the master :)

please do not copy without permission :)

and here! one of my friend, Mbak Asri fall in love with my display picture on BBM and asked me a permission to made it for her wallpaper yay!! :)

have a blast day!!! :)

Still everyday I think about you
I know for a fact that’s not your problem
But if you change your mind you’ll find me
Hanging on to the place
Where the big blue sky collapse

As I stare at the wall in this room
The cracks they resemble your shadow
When everyday I see time goes by
In my head everything stood still

You see people are trying
To find their way back home
So I’ll find my way to you

Adhitia Sofyan - Blue Sky Collapse

Hello again blogsphere! it is week-day and thank you for take me to this day! Alhamdulillah :') it has been 5 months I was in a period of apprenticeship. just one month again and i'll leave.. life is blast and move so fast! 
Well, this week I was a little unhealthy. I'd just recovered! from the inside pain or outside pain hehe sometimes what we want doesn't in accordance with what we expect, and it had impact on us.

collapse and got home while on work! :(

Maybe I'm too high for dreaming... I know, and unconsciously it hurt my heart slowly. and then, collapse just like that. For me, it feels boring to share with or talk with other about what I feel. I got my new sketchbook, so why I'm not channeling my feelings through drawing on my new one? At least I can be more explore my imagination for 'what I'm gonna draw' when I was laying on my bed before sleep? Grace!
This pict is proccess when I finished my first 'baby' on my sketchbook's first page and for welco-me! page :D just one step for scanning and finishing then i'll show you the new-born! hihi


I drew it on 111111 hahah! doesn't meant anything! :p

nothing can I say except say thank you to Allah for gave me the greatest value of life. since I choosen to be the one of teenager who 'forced' to know more about what's a real life? since then, when everyday I started the day I'm always picked lessons from each incident that happened to me. every single day :) i was very happy that God made me grown up in the right time. Subhanallah, God's plan would never wrong. At least, I hope God's plan could be in the same line with mine, and I could do it well :) 

Umm, anyway I just lost my another-fake-watch. what can I say? I was careless to left it on toilet. hehe though that it's STILL.. bought by my money :') but I got the instead! here's my new sketchbook bought from stationery store nearby hehehe it's cheap enough, even I didn't expect :p


and here's for you who gave me the bitter-sweet-smile :')


Goooooooddddddddd Nightttttttttt ~