I've been 18 years old given alive from God. I'm getting to know everything. about people around me and how to hadling them, how to respond a and solve some problem, even I learned how to be a good person more and more again. may I asked to you, who want to have a lot of friends? or who's hate making a friends? I'm a type of person who hard to familiar with the new one (but it doesn't mean that I'm picky friends). When I've felt in a friendly match, then as much as possible I'll try to make him/her not dissapointed of having friend like me. I wanna be the one of most-memorable-friends that she/he has :') 
the problem that I faced is not different when I was on school. it's humane. nobody's perfect. sometimes, I'm very adore a person who can control their emotional and can be pretend from problem or unconvenience feeling well. but they are people, too. The 'thing' that not always able to accommodate the anger. we couldn't imagine if we become he/she who's in angry. we couldn't. all I wanna do is being the truly-best-friend, without hurt 'em. I still try of being like that. trust me :')

And here's some 'baby' that I made for my blogger fellas. Let's get acquainted!


First, let's call her Tery or just Te. come from My Valerien. do visit her blog and find out a friendly photos about her new life as a collage student :D


Second, let's meet Lucy. come from Anak Minang Merantau. jump to her blog if wanna see a colorful blog and miscellaneous gadget for blog!


Last but not least, a beautiful  Dana who come from Hello Behel. explore her blog if you crazy about fashion cz most of the containt of her blog is all about fashion (I think) :p 

Hope you like it guys! I'm sorry if looks weird or something. I'm in learning of surealism and sorry if you guys being my object :p heheh so, have a wonderful Friday readers. I wish today is better that yesterday :')

I'm dying to draw her eyes! her eyes is too gorgeous.. sorry if it look weird :( I'm learning of surealism

Every I turned my computer on to started surf all around the world by internet or just blogging, I always visit her site. yes, Clara Devi on Luce-Dale :) I love to visit her blog! not only because her sweet words on every post, but also her gorgeous photo is always beautiful! I mean vintage tone! I'm dying to try this on photoshop by according her tutorial :D well, I'm not good in photoshop :") beside following her blog, I also followed her twitter, and guess! I have to say she's very kind and friendly. even I made favourite some of her tweets to me :p 
so here, I dedicated that picture (above)! drew by myself when I have no job in the office last week. Hope you like it kak, Clara! :D

Donna Bella Aprisan 

and this! the summer tone tutorial that suggested by Clara Devi on her post! check it out! the result is very.. very... lovable. And I tried it on my bestfriend's photosession. she asked me to edit this photo. Good photo! taken on the outside. you know, I love sunrises for photoshoot! but, oh my.. the resolutions is not so good. she sent it on bbm, so there's a resizing photo during sending :(

Ps: hold on, Dana, Tery, Lucy! I'll draw you as your character on your own lovely blogs!! :D

I'm glad to see my mom and my dad laughing. even just smiling :') no matter how hard their temptation, how hard their trully life, so I was very grateful they still can forget about it all and replace it with a smile in front of me. God, save them and love them, give them ease and happiness :') 

so, yesterday I was jumped around to take some pictures with my brother and soon-sister-in-law :p hehe the weather was very awesome and great, even too much great! so hot! but it gave the best lighting ever :D I Love Sun for Photoshoooootttt 

wihiiiii Japan's Flag! 

I do like this photo so much! (above) how could I edited? 


photo by me and brother, edited by me 

Meta and I need refreshing, need some japanesse food to eat! O-Mayo was the destination. Oh, for you guys who corious with the special snacks from Japan, here's the answer. Omayooishii is still give you 10% discount for every menu that you ordered. how to get that? just simple! tweet on @oishiiomayo on twitter or make a wall on official facebook of Omayo Oishii then show it when you are going to cashier for pay it! :D hurry up! the place is nice'n comfort! 



"YaAllah, Agung anak ku ... " - Abah 

.. Maybe it's true,
maybe we don't know what we have
 until we've lost it.
but, maybe it's also true 
that we don't know what we're missing 
until we find it ..

-via tumblr-

this's the good time to write a post. I'm just mourn. I lost my cousin. my child-hood-friend. my brother. it happended so fast. too much fast. the whole family didn't expected, he just 22 years old. so young. actually, it's hard for me to write this post about him. I've to set up the strength to not cry while writing this post :') he is kind. he is an original youth. Abah said that he is smart, and always got ranked when he was on high school. he also an important person in his boarding school. last night, my mom told me during his funeral procession. may be I looked good and fine.. but when I finished shalat I couldn't hold my tears.. God :') though that I'm not his closest, but my child-hood every Eid I was always played with him and my another siblings. memories about him are always there, even a little but impressive. 

So here is it! after the struggling on coloring hehe I think I'm not good in coloring or pattern-ing but I'll always learn.. from the master :)

please do not copy without permission :)

and here! one of my friend, Mbak Asri fall in love with my display picture on BBM and asked me a permission to made it for her wallpaper yay!! :)

have a blast day!!! :)

Still everyday I think about you
I know for a fact that’s not your problem
But if you change your mind you’ll find me
Hanging on to the place
Where the big blue sky collapse

As I stare at the wall in this room
The cracks they resemble your shadow
When everyday I see time goes by
In my head everything stood still

You see people are trying
To find their way back home
So I’ll find my way to you

Adhitia Sofyan - Blue Sky Collapse

Hello again blogsphere! it is week-day and thank you for take me to this day! Alhamdulillah :') it has been 5 months I was in a period of apprenticeship. just one month again and i'll leave.. life is blast and move so fast! 
Well, this week I was a little unhealthy. I'd just recovered! from the inside pain or outside pain hehe sometimes what we want doesn't in accordance with what we expect, and it had impact on us.

collapse and got home while on work! :(

Maybe I'm too high for dreaming... I know, and unconsciously it hurt my heart slowly. and then, collapse just like that. For me, it feels boring to share with or talk with other about what I feel. I got my new sketchbook, so why I'm not channeling my feelings through drawing on my new one? At least I can be more explore my imagination for 'what I'm gonna draw' when I was laying on my bed before sleep? Grace!
This pict is proccess when I finished my first 'baby' on my sketchbook's first page and for welco-me! page :D just one step for scanning and finishing then i'll show you the new-born! hihi


I drew it on 111111 hahah! doesn't meant anything! :p

nothing can I say except say thank you to Allah for gave me the greatest value of life. since I choosen to be the one of teenager who 'forced' to know more about what's a real life? since then, when everyday I started the day I'm always picked lessons from each incident that happened to me. every single day :) i was very happy that God made me grown up in the right time. Subhanallah, God's plan would never wrong. At least, I hope God's plan could be in the same line with mine, and I could do it well :) 

Umm, anyway I just lost my another-fake-watch. what can I say? I was careless to left it on toilet. hehe though that it's STILL.. bought by my money :') but I got the instead! here's my new sketchbook bought from stationery store nearby hehehe it's cheap enough, even I didn't expect :p


and here's for you who gave me the bitter-sweet-smile :')


Goooooooddddddddd Nightttttttttt ~

So much fun today though that family were not gath Eid Adha such as makes satays, cook some food from sheep or cow like Rendang, Lapis, or Gulai. Got confused in the morning bcz we were not ready for the breakfast hehe :p so My sister and I decided to cook Capjay! the theory is simple. Today we have to eat vegetables to prepare ourselves for the 'eat-meat' that will be held tomorrow :D hehe got it? little crushed with the taste but I'm good taster! my dad said that and he loves my dish! i love cooking!! oh, to let you know I started to fall in love with The Kitchen Musical


Happy Eid for you guys! enjoy your sweet day 

Dug.. dug... dug! mbeeeekkkkk



... Sorry for being so long touching Lost in Europe. Media's problem, guys!