There are so many things that I've been through as collegian. This is my second year in college and somehow I have to move away to the busiest city in Indonesia for internship program. Jakarta. I'm not sure about the certainty, but the possibility is wide open and I have to stay for about 6 months (again). This is my half journey of being Vice Chief of Redaction Dept. of PECC 13/14, and I haven't finished it yet. This is the opportunity and my goal for graduate soon but (there's always but in every blessings) isn't it too soon? 

I'll miss everyone! I'll miss everything. Moreover, since my Dad is already passed away which is mean Mom will be at home. It quite burdens me. I've been thinking about it since I knew the truth that she says she will be okay but there must be time when she feels so lonely.

Some straight and surprised-face is also showed by my PECC's mate. I'm gonna miss them all! Worst thing that could be happen is on that day when I finish my internship and back home, I'll see the successor of officers that already established while I taking my internship. Happy yet hurt. I'm gonna miss some project that long ago we prepared. OMG I feel like I'm gonna go far far away. Funny yet too much, huh?

Nowplaying : Alanis Morissette - Havoc ♬

I face this space instead of my workspace on word document. I've just finished all of my assignment! HAHAHA finally x) well, alright just ignore it because here I wouldn't talk about school things. My last weekend spent when I went to Jogjakarta to visited my sister's new house. I feel so happy that she finally rent a house in a suburban of Jogjakarta (so it is not too crowd and still reachable to go to the town). The neighbor is also very warm, they were smile at me when I accompanied my sister visited them. I always like the ambiance of this tiny beautiful city :) we arrived there about 8.15 p.m and spent the whole night at Kongkalikong's Caffee and Dine for diner.

One thing that make my Jogja's Trip is different from the usual is; I intend to watch an exhibition from my favorite illustrator Lala Bohang. She held "Gendis" visual exhibition since September, 7th 2013 at Lir Shop near the downtown. First time I arrived at that place was about 9.20 p.m and find out that the place is already closed. Well, closed. I was afraid I couldn't come back again next day because you know my family come along and I didn't know that they like my destination to watch this exhibition. Out of expectation! my whole family asked me to back again to Lir at noon! they came along and like the exhibition so much. 

 now playing "Oh God by Jamie Cullum"

Seems like falling to the deep down of the well. To be honest, I was a bit shocked to start this term. I feel lost and don't know what to do. I started my first week at school so bad. No excellent thing came out....no spirit, just flat even in some subject. I felt so lame. The lamest! I just too in love with holiday, and it accidentally killed my focus. I have no idea, can I continue it? I wondering what will happen if I keep following my heart and stop here, then moving. My uncertainty to stand here and chasing all of those subjects have been bothering me for a years, but still I can't do anything. Such a fool... I know. One thing that burden me more is; I kinda lost my 'buddy' maybe it just jealous but slowly but sure I realize myself is always hold everything that I would like to share. I was stop sharing, I stop trust to anyone about 'what is exactly on my mind'. I want to share, but my mouth was freezing. It confuse me. Talking with God should be enough but you know, I was the type of girl who like openness. I just felt they just not into me, anymore. And here I am, talking to you by typing some suck stories and only God who listening through my heart :')

"Oh God can you tell us when it's going to stop...."

Note this! I didn't make any post on August. No one! Not at all! and today is the 1st day of September! *bang* I feel guilty by myself, regarding I said that I will post as often as I can during my holiday on my previous post, but in fact I DIDN'T huhuhu. Well, the reason why? Busy! Yap! I've been busy all those time. At the end of my holiday, I was preoccupied by some preparation for the last day of orientation week on campus. I work for Cakra's Event which is the one day for UKMs to promote their program to new student of my campus. We did it well!!! I was so happyyy, satisfy and no one can compare the guys who involved with our Cakra's perform! Hopefully by this way, we could make a good relationship with another organization. In this case we invited HME (Himpunan Mahasiswa Elektro) to join to our flash mob. it was sooo coooooooool!

We performed almost in the mid day, new student seems to feel the heat of the bright sun - but at the PPM they looked so enthusiastic sign up their name to our list. I wish some of they student are gonna be our successor who run this org. Ameeennn :)

I would like to say thank you to all my basecamp-mate who did totally and rock the show! thank you thank you sooooo much. Well, this semester is gonna be hard, I know. Just read the schedule for the first day school of 3rd term. *BIG SIGH* I talked to myself that if yesterdays event was going well, proved by high interest from new student, I guess it might be my last contribution (which is totally given). I have a lot of duty. School. Coffee shop, are awaits and I have to face it. In a further condition, I will only following them :) 

By the way my new bright nest is ready! I just have to put the shelves at the corner and done! Gonna share you aaaaaa can't wait! Mwah! 

Yay! Finally there's no all-white-view on my blog. This time, I choose colorful pastel for my blog appearance, just for refreshment and to show how colorful my feeling during this Ramadhan. There are so many things to be thankful for. Family, academic thingies, friends, Makibu, and my self. My house is under renovation right know, and I feel so glad that this house is finally got the time to renovated, it's kind of house with old architecture which use wood for its construction, and just like a human, this house finally meet its old age - almost 20 years for the house with an old construction, this house isn't able to survive much longer. Alhamdulillah....house renovation. I really love this house! So much, of course. This house was designed with high ceiling so it feel cool at afternoon even without any air conditioner, beside this house has lots of memories about my childhood :') although if the rain comes and its getting flooded so that my big bro ever asked me to moving I definitely said NO! House means everything... because the happiest moment is went home :) Hahhhh... there's no photo-post for today hehe I just wanna write something :p 

Happy Fasting everyone! :)

Hi! How's life? It's Ramadhaaaaannn! Yay! Alhamdulillah we still have a chance to meet Ramadhan this year. I know, this time in Ramadhan will be 1000000 times different from previous years. Yes, my Dad is already 'back home' and then my sister is finally have a baby!! She finally pregnant after her hard time on her previous pregnancy, my big brother is still on suburban for his job - and here I am. Just with my Mom. She's my only reason for me to stay strong and keep struggling in life. Tough people are those who accept alteration. Those words line are always flying on my mind. All of this alteration, is the God's way to make me better in life. It makes me remember about what my sister's said to me yesterday that "God makes everything in a right time. It's never too late or too soon." My Dad may never see his grand-child in my sister's 1st pregnancy last 2 years ago, but InsyaAllah..Dad has already met his grand-child before his soul blown to my sister :') hopefully.. 

This Ramadhan is totally different...

I have to accept it. Dad must know that we can through it all

We will always missing you, my Daddy :)

..Selamat lebaran, Abah. Ngapuntenipun Fira :')

 

So hectic today to finish all of the things that should be finished. I have to send my artwork for "Lala Bohang Bagi-Bagi Gambar" (a chance for me to get one of those artwork from my favorite Lala Bohang. You also could check the announcement here - but the deadline to submit your artwork is TOMORROW! and I haven't finished it yet for the story hehehehehe). My girl, Tery asked me to accompany her to made some video for the loved ones birthday tomorrow. Start from making that video, I'm interested to learn about video some more :D

Those are some of my sneak peak photos of video making. Gonna share the result if I've got the video link from Tery hihihihihi cant'wait. Tomorrow is also gonna be (wish) good day because MAKIBU FRUIT COFFEE is start to operated again after 'sleep' for almost 2 weeks. Yap! We have to prepare all of those things we need for re-open day tomorrow. I made a map for those who didn't know where's MAKIBU. Actually, there are many ways to go to MAKIBU. Check out to @MAKIBUCOFFEE for every information you needed about MAKIBU :D I would never stop. PECC is also need me, there's a meeting agenda that have to be visited. I miss all those officers :) can't wait to meet them all

Ah I wish tomorrow will be a great day! Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

So happy attended Ira Irianingrum's Engagement Day last night. Lil bit surprised when Tery told me that Ira is going to engaged with her loved-ones. It should be mini reunion of "Addicted" but everything seems held so suddenly so that we made less preparation to meet-up with the gank. Ah, but its okay, we wait for your Wedding Day 2 years later, Ira! InsyaAllah :)

It was blurry night....blurry picture -_-

The end of this term! Right on the middle of this year. Time flies, its already 4th week of June. Well, campus decided to held end test on June, 29th 2013... so sadly I'd like to inform you that.. 

We actually already temporary closed since Monday, we wrote this information directly on the chalk-board in front of our cart. Yes, we closed temporary till 2 weeks ahead. So sad to take this decision, remember we just opened this MAKIBU FRUIT COFFEE in one week, and we HAVE to closed temporary for right 2 weeks :( but we couldn't do anything, end test is more important right now for us. We promise to re-open again at the beginning of July :D 

Before the closing (temporary) day of MAKIBU FRUIT COFFEE, I joined a Friendship Night of UKM PECC. It was an event for us to get to know each other, closer and better. We rent a villa, complete with basketball field in front of the house. So cool! I have to say that the house was over-sophisticated, with pantry complete with every little thingies that should be on the kitchen, backyard, room-mate, and so on that made me linger there. Say thanks to committee who had prepared all those things for cool Friendship Night.
Thins that always remember is "Birthday Boy and Birthday Girl" who is dedicated to Gandi and Yuni!! Wohooo ~


On Sunday, June 16th 2013 was their birth-date! All officers were plan to make some scenario related to Gandi's Leadership as Chief of Conversation Dept. who don't unfair with one of their staff, Lina! :D OMG, she is great actress, she played well as person who got injustice :p. And, Bang! Gandi was attacked first with their staff and the others were coming after that, brought flour and simply cake with double candle. Double? Yes, Yuni came from the pantry, and she's the next target :D


Ah thankyou for mas Afif who tried so hard to act angry, I know it was not your style but you did a goooooood job! :D 

I'm so happy that day. I hope our togetherness in this organization could be last longer :) ..because I start to love this organization and obsessed to make it be the coolest organization at my campus :p GO FOR PECC!