Yay! Finally there's no all-white-view on my blog. This time, I choose colorful pastel for my blog appearance, just for refreshment and to show how colorful my feeling during this Ramadhan. There are so many things to be thankful for. Family, academic thingies, friends, Makibu, and my self. My house is under renovation right know, and I feel so glad that this house is finally got the time to renovated, it's kind of house with old architecture which use wood for its construction, and just like a human, this house finally meet its old age - almost 20 years for the house with an old construction, this house isn't able to survive much longer. Alhamdulillah....house renovation. I really love this house! So much, of course. This house was designed with high ceiling so it feel cool at afternoon even without any air conditioner, beside this house has lots of memories about my childhood :') although if the rain comes and its getting flooded so that my big bro ever asked me to moving I definitely said NO! House means everything... because the happiest moment is went home :) Hahhhh... there's no photo-post for today hehe I just wanna write something :p 

Happy Fasting everyone! :)


Hi! How's life? It's Ramadhaaaaannn! Yay! Alhamdulillah we still have a chance to meet Ramadhan this year. I know, this time in Ramadhan will be 1000000 times different from previous years. Yes, my Dad is already 'back home' and then my sister is finally have a baby!! She finally pregnant after her hard time on her previous pregnancy, my big brother is still on suburban for his job - and here I am. Just with my Mom. She's my only reason for me to stay strong and keep struggling in life. Tough people are those who accept alteration. Those words line are always flying on my mind. All of this alteration, is the God's way to make me better in life. It makes me remember about what my sister's said to me yesterday that "God makes everything in a right time. It's never too late or too soon." My Dad may never see his grand-child in my sister's 1st pregnancy last 2 years ago, but InsyaAllah..Dad has already met his grand-child before his soul blown to my sister :') hopefully.. 

This Ramadhan is totally different...
I have to accept it. Dad must know that we can through it all
We will always missing you, my Daddy :)




..Selamat lebaran, Abah. Ngapuntenipun Fira :')